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I'm hyper, silly, short tempered, protective, and I have a weakness for cute and cuddly things. I also seem to be reatarded when it comes to figuring out how use deviantart ^.^'

Current Residence: Tacos^.^
deviantWEAR sizing preference: 5
Print preference: ?
Favourite genre of music: All
Favourite photographer: my friend sarah
Favourite style of art: anime and realistic
Operating System: ?
MP3 player of choice: ipod
Shell of choice: blue crome
Wallpaper of choice: anything nature or celtic wicca
Skin of choice: im stealing someine's skin? O.O
Favourite cartoon character: Sailor moon
Personal Quote: When life gives you lemons make grape juice and sit back as the world wonders how the hel you did it
  • Mood: Awestruck
  • Listening to: a fan
  • Reading: ...
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: Da
  • Eating: nasty meatball sub XP
  • Drinking: soda
They say that through pain you become stronger but I don't feel strong; I feel weak and broken like a damaged toy. I feel unwanted and loads of self loathing well up in my throat. There are times at night where I wish to slip away; to simply stop breathing, for my atoms to disipate, for my very being for hate of itself to simply stop my very exsistence. I want to simply no longer be. Sleeping is the only thing that comforts me for I do not dream. It is black, a dark blanket empty of texture or noise that develops me. There is nothing in my sleep and it calms me. I don't feel empty but rather too full like a bag stuffed with too many things and now it is tearing at the seams. Too many emotions flowing through me, too many whispers about me said behind me, too many acts to pureposely hurt me by people I hold close. Am i simply a doll to be abused? Am I worth nothing more than to make other people better by hurting me? Is that truly my purpose? Not even my religion can comfort me at times like this for I know if I died I would simply be recycled back into life. What does one do when there is no where to turn, no one to talk to? I wish for someone to understand my pain and my confusion. Am I the only one who feels like this? It seems I am truly alone  in a crowd of people with no one to talk to or understand. Perhaps the Goddess and God will answer my wish and let me slip away in my sleep into limbo.

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JaclynDiAnn Featured By Owner May 6, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
Thanks for the :+fav:
startraveller776 Featured By Owner Apr 10, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the :+fav: on my fic, "Prince Charming" :XD:
clonuxY Featured By Owner Feb 24, 2013  Student Digital Artist
:la:~ thanks for the :+fav: :heart:
jeremychristensen Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2013
Thanks for liking my dwarves!
SeiMissTake Featured By Owner Jan 15, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you for every faving! really appreciated Sorry on a late reply. :/ Happy NY! :) :wave:
s-h-a-n-a-j-a Featured By Owner Jan 11, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
thanks for the fav my picture. You are welcome =D
If you need many informations by me, you can visit my :facebook: fanpage [link]

Thanks for all!

Shanaja ♥
PaulOoshun Featured By Owner Jan 7, 2013
Thanks for the fave!
Ninja-Angel Featured By Owner Jan 4, 2013  Student Digital Artist
Thanks so much for the fave! ^-^
DaraGallery Featured By Owner Jan 2, 2013
Thanks for the :+fav:
GreatShinigami Featured By Owner Jan 2, 2013
Thanks for the fav!
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