PrincessPeasant

They say that through pain you become stronger but I don't feel strong; I feel weak and broken like a damaged toy. I feel unwanted and loads of self loathing well up in my throat. There are times at night where I wish to slip away; to simply stop breathing, for my atoms to disipate, for my very being for hate of itself to simply stop my very exsistence. I want to simply no longer be. Sleeping is the only thing that comforts me for I do not dream. It is black, a dark blanket empty of texture or noise that develops me. There is nothing in my sleep and it calms me. I don't feel empty but rather too full like a bag stuffed with too many things and now it is tearing at the seams. Too many emotions flowing through me, too many whispers about me said behind me, too many acts to pureposely hurt me by people I hold close. Am i simply a doll to be abused? Am I worth nothing more than to make other people better by hurting me? Is that truly my purpose? Not even my religion can comfort me at times like this for I know if I died I would simply be recycled back into life. What does one do when there is no where to turn, no one to talk to? I wish for someone to understand my pain and my confusion. Am I the only one who feels like this? It seems I am truly alone  in a crowd of people with no one to talk to or understand. Perhaps the Goddess and God will answer my wish and let me slip away in my sleep into limbo.

Okay so I'm officially addicted to rping and now I'm looking for people to rp with. Anyone intrested?

Hello!
Ok I've got a new naruto oc character that I LOVE. But sadly I can't figure out their team or bf. SO I'm hosting a contest (if anyone cares) for her team and bf. Here's her info!
Name: Cheza Mizuki
age:13 (15 in shippuden)
pics: (posted so, check my gallery)
village: the moon village ( i forgot the name -.-')
likes: sweets, the night, the colors black and blue, reading, and beign hyper with friends
dislikes: jerks, bullies, califlower, brocoli, the color hot pink, and feeling stupid
personality: hyper, sweet, caring, friendly, funny, childlike, innocent minded (doesnt get perverted jokes, and brave
past: was born under a full moon with her twin sister Sunia, both adorned with a silver moon on their forehead. They were boern with locked mooon spirits inside of them, each a rare moon phase. Sunai was the red moon and Cheza the blue moon. Growing up they were shunned by the village and grew very close to each other. When Cheza and Sunai turned five they were told by the preistess of a prophecy made at their birth. When they would grow as old as 15 one of them would be purehearted while the other turned dark and curropted. They would have an epic battle to save the village from the evil twin (lolz so corny XD) and both would probably die in the end.

Um...Prizes hmmm prizes...Well you can request whatever prize you like if you win^.^ I DO do hand made art (ts just that my scanner is mad at me currently) and  i write, do base edits you name it. So just pick whatever you want.
OK so come up with whatever you like as long as it fits the storyline a bit ^.^ Just PLEASE link the pic and info to me of your character(s) and I promise to reply as quick as possible! And remember have fun there really aren't any rules.

I'm back after my long period of absence (busy with surgery, getting grounded, falling in love and so on). But fear not! I'm back and with avengence! And now I have my friend's scanner to use to scan actual HAND drawn art! Whoot! I can't even began to say how much I've wanted to post my drawn picies.

Ok, my oc is lonely. Not family wise or friend wise, love lonely. I've seen a lot of those youtube videos for contests to find their rpc's (or Oc in my case)a bf or gf. BUT my computer won't let me post videos SO i'm posting a thing on DA! whoot! ok rulez:

1) must be in naruto (this is a naruto oc after all)
2) must be a boy, no cross dressing
3) send picies of the couple
4) must be donw on computer please
5)must have past and present info
6) must have fun!

use any type of editing u like and I'll announce the winner also! somehow (idk how, be creative) send link to me so i may see it. Ok have fun!